Monday, October 25, 2010

Here exactly 3 months

 A lot of feelings, thoughts fly, thinking now very confused.

who I fantasize about the future, but I did not think I would have dug in the coal mine. Remember a while ago to see the himself. Now I do not know what I am, I do not know what I want, I can do, what will I be.

past three months, where I live in 323, lived in a dormitory College Students Donate Sperm, my dorm is defined as a place to sleep, which not only College Students Donate Sperm,UGG boots, foot odor is also abnormal large, which not only the three of us, there are three attendance members, one from the old coal mining Zhoukou workers, more than 40 years old, made a while back injury, have not had to come to work, do not know his current , he is a good man, heard that I want to live in that house, take the initiative to repair the bed a bit, maybe this one can not feel what I was feeling the same thing, I just feel it is a good old man, in the three months before I discovered, can take the initiative to work to help a stranger, and I am touched by the value of this move, and now think of it in other people, things compared, it is so moving state-owned enterprises or companies who are too cool too forces the. 323 there is a local young workers, older, and I am almost right, but has two children, and people can be,UGG bailey button, nothing too special. But his living conditions at the time I fear, is not afraid of him, but they were afraid I would become like that day, in addition to work is to sleep, then I also changed the signature on the QQ, Oh, but the whole, the quarters were not very good, three attendance were several members of the technical school age and I am almost raw, young children are very simple, not so much infighting between adults. In these months, the door did not lock out my computer did not have to throw under the bed, and most people do not know, because a few are young people living, often have other people to housing lived, CHEN Ya-Dong, Zhang Daowei, Zhu, and so there is a small bar, very busy indeed coming and going, the price is better than I did not sleep in that house, always coming back to bed was 14:00, and even in 14:00 drink, Oh, that house is really a mess and has not let me find the feeling of ownership, the heart has been down in the mine did not.

few days ago I, the text, see, Richie and Laozi Ke Zhang moved across the floor of the 201, this was regarded as a stable feeling down, but the room was nothing apart from a few beds have sofa or I get from the Policy and that, because the 321 would fit inside. Business Administration Division moved from the new organs upstairs courtyard, between the error is only 2 days, now packing to move those in the next, be considered settled.

about my work, Oh, in addition to smile I really have nothing to say, I am a fiscal School graduates to the coal mining, really funny. I now fully appreciate the word stakeholder body, as long as conflicts of interest where there will be intrigue, more plenty of company indifference, the kind of cold from the bottom of my heart. People here are very low quality,UGG boots clearance, really low, low I have nothing to say, the low quality of workers with low educational level, but their hearts are good, simple working people is really simple, simply moving. But those leaders, the quality of organs were really bad, selfish, cold, intrigue, and a little self-righteous, with a small contingent bite are not promoted, not allowed to touch other people have a little bit, but always show their own right, domineering. Here is no equality, here and ancient deep-strict social hierarchy is not much difference between the feudal system, and I thought that there is much difference in life, and I now really feel the fear, deep fear , sent to the fear, I'm not afraid I can not adapt, I am too afraid that I adapted to the kind of strict state-owned system of deep, I just want to maintain equal status to do my job well, except when working sub-job, other times should be equal, everyone is equal, everything equal, but now I feel my soul feel he would adapt to this environment of fear of inequality, my soul shiver, used to the fear of their own. Now I want to escape this place, but I did not so much courage, I'm not that strong self-confidence, I'm afraid I lost my job, I'm afraid I can not find a good job, my character is kind of go with the flow, and Pippen as character, I am afraid I have to wait until a compelling opportunity to get out of here. I'm thinking still remain in the student, the complex relationships of career I really did not want to devote so much energy, do not want my application to be educated up to it. Well .............

Business Administration Branch today to buy a lot of office supplies, 5 is a man of them a, 6 is the Huang 2, and what office supplies I have not, but this way, the Song and Zhiwei Huang called out, and Eric came back to say What tools are, all my own money to buy even buy a pen are my own, and today just bought the pen did not to me, what other office supplies like never to me, I can take anything away , in addition to the mine to everyone I have had, the other subjects I did not use the MBA, I can take anything. This evening I was eating, Yan Road, called to say I watch, I think you and Eric are why you make me watch, but I said yes, no reason, I am new. Later Yan Road, explained that they deliberately went to dozens of dining out, and said Please, I was, in fact, I ask for much, I am just asking to be respected only, and only the kind of equal respect between people, but a lot of people do not want to, it makes me feel real Yan Lu, Yan Lu Why did not sound words, why did he crash the leadership, so many people talk behind him, no matter what, said what he did not have to add sentence nice guy, , full of road, and ultra-poor environment, we are all covered in sand, he answers I did not say anything else, did not get upset, it makes me so moved, he was not an effort of the people, is a very real people, but he struggled with the atmosphere, he is a worthy the friends,UGG boots cheap, and a bit like Li Jing, Li Jing is more adept at communication and leadership, Yan Road and at the same level and lower level suitable for communication, a nice person, very real people, and worthy of the friends.

said education, in addition to Richie I'm the best, and there are several school entrance examination of the Polytechnic's not bad, a pretty good retention Agricultural University, the academic level of other people really. .... not. A year later I see how the financial kind, not the words to say, I am now the mine, the only thing is I can look forward to a very high financial bonuses and will get next year's Vice Division. 

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